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12feb1988
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Lasalle
Fine Arts
once a shuttler.
athlete
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Friday, July 17, 2009 6:03 AM ♥
its 9pm friday night. im not convinced by your reasons. i could see lies through your eyes.
what can I say now? I can only accept all the shit now. Since when i am given the choice?
Last night, i decided to destroy myself and unleash. i drunk a lil too much beer and got high ard 1030 alr.
I knoe what i m doing, i am still conscious but i don wana live to it. i unleash and i was so unglam. cry till my eyes swell outside
Halo Bar. i know its all useless.
turn "merlion" after i slept for a few hrs. headache hurts like mad... received his sms at 5am.. called him at 6 because theres no one home to ask for help. mum n bro left for work. next closet kin i could think of is him. he didnt tell me what to do to cure my headache but scolded me for drinking. in the end i ate 2 panadol and gradually fall aslp.
i am really really tired after all this... when will I start to slp as normal again?
i wish he is here with me right now. sleep over my hse tonight and irritate me by talking non-stop while i am trying to slp.
i miss you.
turn on the radio, class 95fm. and they r playing Only Love-trademark
But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun wil shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i cant make you see it through
Thats something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousands miles apart
i've tried my best to make you see
Theres hope beyond pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust
But only love can say
try again or walk away
but i believe for you and me
the sun wil shine one day
so i just play my part
pray you'll have a change of heart
but i cant make you see it through
thats something only love can do
i know if i could find the words
to touch you deep inside
you'll give my dreams just one more chance
to let this be our last goodbye
repeated almost 50times listening. meaningful har?
tomorrow is saturday. its going to be hard, but I know i will pull through :)
jiali jia you! rizal jia you too!
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Monday, July 13, 2009 5:35 PM ♥
im yearning for one cup of fresh ice blended Java Chips Frap, a poodle dog and seeing you.mayb not.
i hate this shitty job.
i miss doing art..
i am feeling so vexed.
i just want to go away.
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