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Sunday, June 22, 2008 1:51 PM ♥

i just felt like blogging today. today is my grandpa's 49th day, everyone came over to my place and
offered joss-stick to him. is my grandpa able to feel it or receive this love from us?

i miss u, grandpa. everyone say grandpa doted on me the most and guess wad, i disliked him to the core
in the past when i was stil living with him. He watched me cry, watched me grow up, let me out to play when my mum lock the gate.
He shared a bowl of laksa with me and i just cant help thinking back helping him pluck his spiking goaty when i was young.
i used to complain his 'smelly' medical oil every evening and the oily phone that he had used.
we always regret the very moment when we lost something. and putting the 'if i were to', 'if i'. . .
grandpa's departure is too sudden. i was late..late by an hr. i was working..and if only i left shop earlier... grandpa will still go i know, but at least my presence could tell him that i still care and at least i came. and my biggest regret is, i went late to pay visit to him on CNY this yr. sighh.
i did sigh more than a hundred times yesterday today...perhaps, tomorrow too. can everything be rewind?
sometimes late in the night, i would watch tv alone and try walking oout of my room hoping to see my grandpa.
yes kind of crazy..but..i realli wish to. sit right beside him n tell him not to worry anymore, go peacefully and gif him JIALI'S CUTEST KILLER SMILE ever :)